My Mask

I have this mask that I wear everyday and everywhere; It's a mask that no one can tell I'm wearing except one person who is simply the best; one day I know this mask will disappear and show what I really feel; I've learned to cope; I've began accepting but why do I feel like I've been decieving a person that I love; I feel this mask coming apart; I see the pieces hanging by a string; I know it still doesn't feel right in my heart; I put this mask on everyday when I tell everyone that I'm okay; there's only two people that know that's a lie and I'm really falling apart on the inside; after this is said and done a bunch more will know and I think I'm okay with that 'cause it's finally off my chest; the story of my mask has just begun; for you see it's not close to being done; this special mask which I wear shows thee world that I'm alright but people know; I care of what this does to my heart; for you see its been torn apart many years ago and that's how my mask's story began; so now you know the true me with the special mask; I love you all and don't let it fool you; I probably still won't talk; can't you see that's who I am; but I will sing loud and clear; and try better for the mask to go but it may take a while; you see fot the mask is stuck to me; yeah its started to crumble but yet it's still there and that is the fact and it will be for awhile; I hope this song has helped you see the true me; for I'm done and feel better; it's off my chest and now I can sleep

Written in the 10th grade

A Look at My World

I tried to pur on my happy face but that just didn't work; I tried to put on a smile but it was just too fake; I went out the door with the depressing look upon my face; for you see last night my patches fell out of place; This world in which I live has been shattered and replaced; since last night the seams have been falling apart at the seams;the pieces are crashing down to fast for me to patch up; so when you see me I'm not really there; you can say hi if you want; you might just get a wave; you may wonder whats wrong and here is what I have to say; my world is falling apart at the seams; my safe heaven is crumbling; why'd this have to happen; why'd this have to start; I was just beginning to be myself, with a whole heart but now as this happens it is plain as day that I've fooled myself and I'm not as sane as I thought; now you see why I cry and why I try; I don't want people to see the true broken me; she's not happy; the me you see; she's not real; it's just a mask that I wear; I've let you in; into my heart; I feel like I'm not alone; thanks for listening to me mope; I love you all and now all I can do is hope

Written in 10th grade Math Class

Pre-Song Post

Hola!! Sorry I've been gone so long!! I've just been so busy with school and such!! These next two songs I've written a while back now. well actually it was in september but seems like forever though!! i hope these let you inside my head just a little bit. ENJOY!! <3 Kim