A Look at My World

I tried to pur on my happy face but that just didn't work; I tried to put on a smile but it was just too fake; I went out the door with the depressing look upon my face; for you see last night my patches fell out of place; This world in which I live has been shattered and replaced; since last night the seams have been falling apart at the seams;the pieces are crashing down to fast for me to patch up; so when you see me I'm not really there; you can say hi if you want; you might just get a wave; you may wonder whats wrong and here is what I have to say; my world is falling apart at the seams; my safe heaven is crumbling; why'd this have to happen; why'd this have to start; I was just beginning to be myself, with a whole heart but now as this happens it is plain as day that I've fooled myself and I'm not as sane as I thought; now you see why I cry and why I try; I don't want people to see the true broken me; she's not happy; the me you see; she's not real; it's just a mask that I wear; I've let you in; into my heart; I feel like I'm not alone; thanks for listening to me mope; I love you all and now all I can do is hope

Written in 10th grade Math Class