New Beginnings

We are on again off again back and forth my friends say that you're no good but my heart says something different we've had the summer apart and now school is coming around and I feel as if we could have a new beginning you walk down the hall with a new girl on your arm but when you passed by me I could hear your heart skip a beat and I knew right then and there my heart was right the very next day you found me by our tree you held my hands and looked me in the eyes and said this year its gonna be bout me and you you kissed me on the cheeck and walked away when I got home I layed upon my bed I knew the words that you said were true and that it was going to be a new beginning between me and you right before I turned out the lights when my phone began to ring and we ended up staying up all night having one of our late night conversations after we hung up I went to sleep with a smile on my face and a sparkle in my eye knowing our new beginning had just begun

Written in the 10th grade

Pre-Song Post

Hey Everybody!! Ok so this is yet another random song...well not really but the story behind it is so totally random...ok let me explain...I wanted to write a song about the new school year so I was thinking and the song title came to me. I was like *gasp* that's perfect!! so I started writing the lyrics and I was like Woah another song that totally is another random song that I normally don't write...so any way I hope you enjoy the song!!

Catch and Release

I see you standing up against the wall checking me out looks like you've just been hurt sorry I can't help you out cause I don't want to be your lucky catch I've moved from your awkward stare moved out on the dance floor but you've followed me into the crowd but cam't you see that there are other fish out in the sea and I'm not the right one for you cause I don't want to be that girl that gets caught up in your mess and falls head over heels and then end up getting hurt I'm not that kind of girl that gets caught up in your flirty stare and isn't good enough for you you catch me by the wrist as me and my friends bust a move you want to talk but I say I'm just not for you you look sad but I know what you are up to you move on to the next girl I'm sorry babe I'm just not that girl that gets caught and released but the girl next to me taht you picked up seems to be the one all I have to say to her is I hope she realizes what she has gotten into and releases you first

Written in the 10th grade

Pre-Song Post

Ok so here it is the song that came to me in a dream!!! This song isn't about my usual stuff so it's different for me being the fact that I'm single and have always been single...ok so anyway the dream: I'm performing with an awesome band during their tour and the lead singer and I sing this song. I have this really cool outfit and its just a totally awesome dream!! I've had it at least 3 times and the 3rd time the song became clear...so I write it down and as I write it down I resee the whole performance!!! It's just so AWESOME!! ok so enough of that...the next post is the song Catch and Release...ENJOY!!

Sometimes

I want to scream I want to fall but I just don't want to loose it all I want to jump I want to cry but I don't want to go away do you really understand what you make me want to do sometimes I understand you love me but at times you make me want to scream, fall, jump, and cry all in one moment I know I know you say it everytime you mess up but those three little words don't fix everything but what I can't get inside your head is you don't really see now it hurts me don't you see it but do you really believe it cause seeing isn't really believing cause I don't think you understand that you make me want to scream, fall, jump, and cry in the instant you screw things up cause you make me want to scream you make me want to fall but you don't make me loose it all you make me want to jump you make me want to cry but you don't keep me away

Written in 9th grade
Revised in 10th grade

Locked Door

I want to talk but you just won't listen when I give you a call you never answer now there is a door between me and you i try to open it but it won't move it won't budge it's locke tell me the truth doyou or don't you want to open up this door and never lock it back but until you give me the answer I'm looking for there's a locked door in our way and you hold the key so make your choice but until you do I'm locked outside you won't let me inside even though its raining outside I've chosen my path to find my sunshine now all you need to do is choose yours cause I've found mine

Written in 9th grade
Revised in 10th grade

My Plea

Can you see why I'm so confused and broken inside my world is turning upside down will you help me up or will I just fall into your waiting line I ask you something but all I get is we will see i ask you to chage just a little but your answer is that's not me could you try for once just for me don't you want to see me happy do you want me to act do you want me to hide what's truly behind the fake smile can you see the truth behind the lie can you hear my plea behind the smile do you really understand the confusion I have do you really understand why I believe my world is turning upside down can you see really see the plea behind the smile

Written in the 8th grade
Revised in the 10th grade
1 line help by Mary

Pre-Song Post

Ok so its my birthday today!! I turn 15!! so in honor of my birthday I thought I would post the rest of my songs!! I haven't posted in forever and I would have been done so here are the rest of my songs...ENJOY!! <3 Kim

What Happened

What happened to the boy I use to know Now you're on a stage putting on a show acting like someone I don't know what happened to the boy I use to love what happened to the smiles we use to share what happened to our endless laughter so late at night now there are tears running down my face but you just turn and walk away what happened to the boy I use to know this new show of yours has got you playing a side of you that I thought you didn't own and now I see this act has made you loose your love for me you may think I've lost hope but that's far from the truth because I will never forget the smiles we use or our laughter that kept us awake so late at night all these things are in my thoughts while you turn and walk away while there are tears streaming down my face we could try we could make this work if you just turn back around but now that the boy I use to know is gone and as I sit in the back as i watch your act I think to myself what happened

Written in the 9th grade
Revised in the 10th grade