Sometimes

I want to scream I want to fall but I just don't want to loose it all I want to jump I want to cry but I don't want to go away do you really understand what you make me want to do sometimes I understand you love me but at times you make me want to scream, fall, jump, and cry all in one moment I know I know you say it everytime you mess up but those three little words don't fix everything but what I can't get inside your head is you don't really see now it hurts me don't you see it but do you really believe it cause seeing isn't really believing cause I don't think you understand that you make me want to scream, fall, jump, and cry in the instant you screw things up cause you make me want to scream you make me want to fall but you don't make me loose it all you make me want to jump you make me want to cry but you don't keep me away

Written in 9th grade
Revised in 10th grade