Butterflies

I met you the other day, but I met you just yesterday, can this be happening, can there be this possibility of two, its gonna be hard to choose, 'cause they make me have b-b-b-b-butterflies even though it doesn't feel like butterflies at all, you can cook, you make me smile, you make me laugh, you make me feel special, you make me have b-b-b-b-butterflies, but you, you can sing, you make me smile, you make me laugh, you know how to have a good time, you make me have b-b-b-b-butterflies, b-b-b-b-b-butterflies, butterflies, b-b-b-b-butterflies, you make me have butter, butterflies

Pre-Song Post

I had this idea in a dream which means its totally random! whoo random songs!! ok so the song is about how you meet these two different guys at two different times that could be the perfect guys. they both have some of the same traits and have their seperate traits that are just amazing!! You just don't know which one to choose and they also give you butterflies.

My Mask

I have this mask that I wear everyday and everywhere; It's a mask that no one can tell I'm wearing except one person who is simply the best; one day I know this mask will disappear and show what I really feel; I've learned to cope; I've began accepting but why do I feel like I've been decieving a person that I love; I feel this mask coming apart; I see the pieces hanging by a string; I know it still doesn't feel right in my heart; I put this mask on everyday when I tell everyone that I'm okay; there's only two people that know that's a lie and I'm really falling apart on the inside; after this is said and done a bunch more will know and I think I'm okay with that 'cause it's finally off my chest; the story of my mask has just begun; for you see it's not close to being done; this special mask which I wear shows thee world that I'm alright but people know; I care of what this does to my heart; for you see its been torn apart many years ago and that's how my mask's story began; so now you know the true me with the special mask; I love you all and don't let it fool you; I probably still won't talk; can't you see that's who I am; but I will sing loud and clear; and try better for the mask to go but it may take a while; you see fot the mask is stuck to me; yeah its started to crumble but yet it's still there and that is the fact and it will be for awhile; I hope this song has helped you see the true me; for I'm done and feel better; it's off my chest and now I can sleep

Written in the 10th grade

A Look at My World

I tried to pur on my happy face but that just didn't work; I tried to put on a smile but it was just too fake; I went out the door with the depressing look upon my face; for you see last night my patches fell out of place; This world in which I live has been shattered and replaced; since last night the seams have been falling apart at the seams;the pieces are crashing down to fast for me to patch up; so when you see me I'm not really there; you can say hi if you want; you might just get a wave; you may wonder whats wrong and here is what I have to say; my world is falling apart at the seams; my safe heaven is crumbling; why'd this have to happen; why'd this have to start; I was just beginning to be myself, with a whole heart but now as this happens it is plain as day that I've fooled myself and I'm not as sane as I thought; now you see why I cry and why I try; I don't want people to see the true broken me; she's not happy; the me you see; she's not real; it's just a mask that I wear; I've let you in; into my heart; I feel like I'm not alone; thanks for listening to me mope; I love you all and now all I can do is hope

Written in 10th grade Math Class

Pre-Song Post

Hola!! Sorry I've been gone so long!! I've just been so busy with school and such!! These next two songs I've written a while back now. well actually it was in september but seems like forever though!! i hope these let you inside my head just a little bit. ENJOY!! <3 Kim

My Fairytale

I feel as though this shouldn't hurt but here I am with a broken heart this was just all an act but I let my guard down the first time our lips touched. I feel as though I shouldn't cry but here I am with tears rolling down I know this was just a show but you made me come out of my shell when we first embraced you call and you call trying to make things alright saying I never wanted to hurt you but I know this was all just an act and the last scene is finishing and we can move on with our lives as the curtain begins to fall its ending that part of our lives The final bow is over and done you move left and I move right but before we leave our eyes finally meet and I know from the sparkle in your eye that this is not the final act that the show didn't end that it just had begun when I get to my car when I open my door adn dozens of roses fall out I look up and there you are with that smile on your face that I can't resist and I realize this was never just an act it was apart of my fairytale and my this is my happy ending where I ride off with my prince charming and live as all fairytales end

Written in the 10th grade

Pre-Song Post

Ok so this is another random one...YAY!!! I've been writing alot of random songs lately....ok so anyway this one came out of a dream. I'm not going to explain the dream well because it's kind of embarassing so don't ask me...

New Beginnings

We are on again off again back and forth my friends say that you're no good but my heart says something different we've had the summer apart and now school is coming around and I feel as if we could have a new beginning you walk down the hall with a new girl on your arm but when you passed by me I could hear your heart skip a beat and I knew right then and there my heart was right the very next day you found me by our tree you held my hands and looked me in the eyes and said this year its gonna be bout me and you you kissed me on the cheeck and walked away when I got home I layed upon my bed I knew the words that you said were true and that it was going to be a new beginning between me and you right before I turned out the lights when my phone began to ring and we ended up staying up all night having one of our late night conversations after we hung up I went to sleep with a smile on my face and a sparkle in my eye knowing our new beginning had just begun

Written in the 10th grade

Pre-Song Post

Hey Everybody!! Ok so this is yet another random song...well not really but the story behind it is so totally random...ok let me explain...I wanted to write a song about the new school year so I was thinking and the song title came to me. I was like *gasp* that's perfect!! so I started writing the lyrics and I was like Woah another song that totally is another random song that I normally don't write...so any way I hope you enjoy the song!!

Catch and Release

I see you standing up against the wall checking me out looks like you've just been hurt sorry I can't help you out cause I don't want to be your lucky catch I've moved from your awkward stare moved out on the dance floor but you've followed me into the crowd but cam't you see that there are other fish out in the sea and I'm not the right one for you cause I don't want to be that girl that gets caught up in your mess and falls head over heels and then end up getting hurt I'm not that kind of girl that gets caught up in your flirty stare and isn't good enough for you you catch me by the wrist as me and my friends bust a move you want to talk but I say I'm just not for you you look sad but I know what you are up to you move on to the next girl I'm sorry babe I'm just not that girl that gets caught and released but the girl next to me taht you picked up seems to be the one all I have to say to her is I hope she realizes what she has gotten into and releases you first

Written in the 10th grade

Pre-Song Post

Ok so here it is the song that came to me in a dream!!! This song isn't about my usual stuff so it's different for me being the fact that I'm single and have always been single...ok so anyway the dream: I'm performing with an awesome band during their tour and the lead singer and I sing this song. I have this really cool outfit and its just a totally awesome dream!! I've had it at least 3 times and the 3rd time the song became clear...so I write it down and as I write it down I resee the whole performance!!! It's just so AWESOME!! ok so enough of that...the next post is the song Catch and Release...ENJOY!!

Sometimes

I want to scream I want to fall but I just don't want to loose it all I want to jump I want to cry but I don't want to go away do you really understand what you make me want to do sometimes I understand you love me but at times you make me want to scream, fall, jump, and cry all in one moment I know I know you say it everytime you mess up but those three little words don't fix everything but what I can't get inside your head is you don't really see now it hurts me don't you see it but do you really believe it cause seeing isn't really believing cause I don't think you understand that you make me want to scream, fall, jump, and cry in the instant you screw things up cause you make me want to scream you make me want to fall but you don't make me loose it all you make me want to jump you make me want to cry but you don't keep me away

Written in 9th grade
Revised in 10th grade

Locked Door

I want to talk but you just won't listen when I give you a call you never answer now there is a door between me and you i try to open it but it won't move it won't budge it's locke tell me the truth doyou or don't you want to open up this door and never lock it back but until you give me the answer I'm looking for there's a locked door in our way and you hold the key so make your choice but until you do I'm locked outside you won't let me inside even though its raining outside I've chosen my path to find my sunshine now all you need to do is choose yours cause I've found mine

Written in 9th grade
Revised in 10th grade

My Plea

Can you see why I'm so confused and broken inside my world is turning upside down will you help me up or will I just fall into your waiting line I ask you something but all I get is we will see i ask you to chage just a little but your answer is that's not me could you try for once just for me don't you want to see me happy do you want me to act do you want me to hide what's truly behind the fake smile can you see the truth behind the lie can you hear my plea behind the smile do you really understand the confusion I have do you really understand why I believe my world is turning upside down can you see really see the plea behind the smile

Written in the 8th grade
Revised in the 10th grade
1 line help by Mary

Pre-Song Post

Ok so its my birthday today!! I turn 15!! so in honor of my birthday I thought I would post the rest of my songs!! I haven't posted in forever and I would have been done so here are the rest of my songs...ENJOY!! <3 Kim

What Happened

What happened to the boy I use to know Now you're on a stage putting on a show acting like someone I don't know what happened to the boy I use to love what happened to the smiles we use to share what happened to our endless laughter so late at night now there are tears running down my face but you just turn and walk away what happened to the boy I use to know this new show of yours has got you playing a side of you that I thought you didn't own and now I see this act has made you loose your love for me you may think I've lost hope but that's far from the truth because I will never forget the smiles we use or our laughter that kept us awake so late at night all these things are in my thoughts while you turn and walk away while there are tears streaming down my face we could try we could make this work if you just turn back around but now that the boy I use to know is gone and as I sit in the back as i watch your act I think to myself what happened

Written in the 9th grade
Revised in the 10th grade

Lost

(before I start the song I would like to add something I forgot in the Pre-Song Post...as soon as I know the title of the song I will replace what the title is know with what the name of the song shall be) Start of song: Where did you go? Why did you leave? I can't see where I'm going or where I'm heading Where's the light at the end of the tunnel? Where is the love? Where are the smiles? Why are there tears? Why can't you be here? What are these chains? They weren't here until you left I'm chained down by this darkness you created what a mess! I can't find my way out I need you here 'cause you are my light Where are you now 'cause I need you tonight I need to find you I have to find my light I have to find the end of this heartbreak There's another light at the end of this darkness at the end of this sadness I'm sorry but it's not you...I've found my light at the end of this sadness at the end of this heart break I'm glad I found you

Written in 9th grade
Revised in 10th grade
(no one responded so chose Lost because I liked the name better then what I originally had)

Pre-Song Post

Ok so this song was also out of randomness I believe but not quite sure since I wrote it last year, but that is not why I decided to do a Pre-Song Post this time. I am having troubles naming this one. It was orignally called Light at the end of the tunnel but since the revisions it doesn't really fit any more and plus I wasn't too sure about the name. So when I rewrote it I named it Darkness and Light but I really don't like that name either. I was also thinking about naming it Lost but Lost has nothing to do with the song....so if you could please tell me what you think of the 2 suggestions: Darkness and Light or Lost, I would glady appreciate it OR if you have any of your own suggestions I will look them over and decide from there. If you give me the title that is chosen then I will put your name in the song credits you know the part I tell you when I wrote the song well underneath that your name shall appear like this: Name-gave me the Title of the song or something along those lines :) so please as soon as you read the songs leave me a comment with the title you think is good remember you can also choose from the 2 titles I was thinking of naming it!! <3 Kim

Don't Get Me Wrong

You're walking down the aisle I'm sitting in the pew everyone around me is happy for you now don't get me wrong I'm glad that you are happy I'm glad she makes you smile but why do I feel like running and not looking back The party now has started their goes my cue to try to run away but there are too many of them twirling around they're forcing me to stay now don't get me wrong I'm glad she makes you happy I'm glad she makes you smile but why do I feel like running and never come back after this is all over its time for me to act, time to put a smile on my face when really I'm falling apart now don't get me wrong I'm glad she makes you happy I'm glad she makes you smile but why am I staying when I could run a mile?

Written in the 10th grade

Pre-Song Post

I won't do this everytime but I thought I would tell you a little about how the song came to be. This is my new baby aka new song...I treat every song like it's something special like a baby pretty much 'cause it comes from my heart and these songs do get me through tough times in my life like an innocent smile upon a childs face...cheesy right? so anyway this song came about while i was just laying in bed trying to stay in bed as long as i could so of course my mind started to wander. Some of the lines came to me so i grabbed my notebook and the closest thing that could write and that just happened to be a hot pink highlighter!! OH YEAH!! How's that for hard core!!! HAHAHA!! So anyway it seems really weird to me that all my planned songs come out really crappy but has some really good lines in them every once in a while and all my random ones turn out really good!! CRAZY WORLD!! So the next time I have a new song that came out of randomness you can bet money that there will be a PRE-SONG POST!! <3 Kim

Comments

Hey!! If you like the song write a comment!! I would love to hear what you thought of the song!! If you want to you can even write on my facebook wall if you have me as a friend or send me a direct message on twitter!! I would love love love to have some feed back for you guys!!!

Middle

You say you don't want to put me in the middle but you do it anyway you say you don't want to hurt me but here I am hurting Four long stressful years I've been but in the middle and it keeps getting worse as the years pass more and more i cry at night after each phone call I'm becoming stuck in the middle with no way out Each phone call, every time i some how end up in that place that's like a never ending black hole I'm tired of the drama hidden behind the middle can't you see it hurts why don't you try it try out the drama behind the locked door the middle has saved for the prize

Written in the 9th grade
Revised in the 10th grade

How

The world as I know it is slipping away from me before my heart crashes and burns then fades away I need to know one thing How did this happen How did it end up like this How can you think you love a person but then it fades You hug me and kiss me and hold me tight saying I don't deserve this and yeah your right you say everythings going to be alright but How can you say these things when you can't do anything about it How can you make me feel better when everything is wrong How can you do this to me

Written in the 9th grade
Revised in the 10th grade

So Exciting!!!

This is my first post!! I'm so excited!!! Just to let you guys know the title of the blog is the title of the song and the "DUH!!!!" moment of this blog is the body of the blog is the lyrics...just thought i should let everyone know but hey what can you do when you are a blonde :) anyways the next blog will be my first song!!! YAY!! SO EXCITING!!!